Writing on here is no longer relaxing. I am well aware that my written words have a lasting impression in my daily life. I've been doing a lot of thinking about life and love and I'll admit I've made mistakes and taken extreme measures at times to get my point across and make peace with the past. I am not sorry for my actions as they were justified given the circumstances. Yes, this is all very silly now to be dragging on a storyline that never was worth all the attention it has gotten.
I thought I was over the unpleasant reminders, but I'm far from free. I will return one day, as a stronger and wiser person. But, for now I will keep my distance and brace for the next curve ball. Maybe I'm afraid to let go of the person I once was for fear I will forget my youth. No amount of time will change what was said or never answered. The circle of lies and questions will keep turning. The only question now is what direction I take.
Kate
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