Sweet Lullaby

"He that is jealous is not in love.” - St. Augustine

Romance isn't died it's just been overlooked. Without it relationships fall apart and new sparks burn bright. The art of seduction, of smooth and flattering remarks makes its nearly impossible not to want to fall in love again. To gush about the great catch and beyond sweet words he speaks to me. At times I don't know what to say, I'm taken aback by his declaration of affection and the affects of his presence and words. Even still I must pinch myself and find a flaw in him, in us because it is seemingly too perfect. Well there is the matter of distance and time, yet I don't worry so much about these minor obstacles for it just feels right.
My heart is conflicted and unsure of the next move. Friends tell me to follow my heart, but look how well that worked out in the past. It's because of this fear that as soon as I let down my guard and believe I have found happiness again that I withdraw and make myself think that McDreamy and I don't have a chance. But, it's not true I want to believe we could last, but I also don't want to look like a pathetic fool gushing about someone who broke my heart.
Isn't that how this blog originally start. Gushing/bashing same thing right? And with that a trip down memory lane and into the Love Bites archives. Think we could all use a good laugh and it's been far too long since we dedicated a blog to the bashing of M, the mascot of all Jackass Sewer Rats.
Night all and welcome to the official start of fall.
SP