Black & White

Grand gestures either seal the deal or cover up the lies. Body language expresses more than words, avoiding contact and spending what precise time you do have together texting someone else speaks volumes. There is no excuse and if your feelings changed have the guts to say it. I would like to think I’m wrong, but I just don’t see how I can be.
I can’t hold out hope that it might work out. I must follow my heart and take care of myself; otherwise I will wake up one day and realize I made a huge mistake. Perhaps I shouldn’t be so forward, shouldn’t be jumping to matter of fact conclusions based completely on the past, but you can’t honestly tell me you didn’t notice a change.
Was it lust or passion? You tell me. There were moments when it was really great, but could it last? What’s the next move? Do we continue with the abnormal or except that maybe it was just worth a curiosity?
There are two sides to every story, my life is complicated, but you knew this from the start. You must be patient and you also must understand that I need a grander confirmation that we want the same thing and are heading in the right direction.
SP