It's Complicated

“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the guy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'That's her.'"

A minute after I posted my blog last night, McDreamy emailed me. Not sure what I was hoping to hear given the email I had sent him earlier in the day. A part of me was relieved that he responded, but a bigger part was questioned his answers. Why was the distance and time zone change (he's in Europe right now) suddenly the reason I hadn't heard from him. Given the fact that in the past it didn't seem to matter how busy he was or what time zone he was in we were still able to chat frequently during the day.
Had I been concerned for no reason? Is it too late now? Have I gone overboard with my feelings and doubt?
I expected to have a message waiting for me this morning, but again nothing. I really don't know what to make of the mixed signals. Have a created a situation when there never was an issue? Ahhhh...why is everything so complicated and dramatic?
SP