Free Your Mind

‎"Love recognizes no barriers. It jumps hurdles, leaps fences, penetrates walls to arrive at it destination full of hope." - Maya Angelou

Replaying the last couple days one could say it was premature for me to gush about something that doesn't have a proper label. It's been only four dates but somehow we jumped ahead and are already naming offspring, half joking half seriously talking about eloping and planning to move in together. Was I crazy to be on cloud nine? To be following my heart even though I was repeating a pattern that had yet to end happily? But, unlike my past mistakes in the pursuit of love, I've never had this incredible physic feeling that continues to tell me this man is very different than the rest and that it is very possible he is my match. For the last year every day has felt like an endless date that I don't ever want to end. But, your right J the biggest obstacle very well maybe that I still can't believe you had a crush on me all those years ago and the fact that I never pictured myself in this position. But, here we are creating new fantasies and making dreams come true.
Yes, you read the words correctly, get off the floor A. Never a dull moment in my world and I wouldn't have it any other way. You may have worked your whole life trying not to create drama, but as you said a few weeks ago you put yourself in the middle of the drama. If the prize wasn't worth the sacrifice I doubt you would still be talking and plotting with me.
Definitely in for a beating after once again disobeying the rules. Truly didn't intend to break the sacred code of personal privacy, but in certain cases it must be. There will be no more details. Think what you want, say what you want, you will never know the whole story.
"Be color blind, don't be so shallow. Free your mind and the rest will follow" - En Vogue
Kate